I want to be more like Christ. Sounds simple enough, right?
So, I’m trying to go out of my way to help other people, be nice to people, stop swearing at bad drivers (maybe that’s a vice I can keep?), etc.
But I don’t know if I have the right motivations. Maybe I’m metathinking, but is it enough, is it okay, to do stuff because it’s the right thing to do? I mean, I feel like my motivations should be more pure somehow–like, I should just want to, or it should just be the way that I am. Maybe in doing good stuff it will become the person I am, but for right now I feel like a fraud who’s pretending to be kind.
Because really, let’s face it, I’m a grumpy bugger.